Love happens only once, n i'm a bit unfortunate in this case. I think i'll not get the love that I want, atleast not in this lifetime. But one thing is for sure – I'll always love her... i'll love her till I die and even after that.
I can and most prolly will spend the rest of my life withmemories of her. I know that would hurt a lot, but that pain would remind me of her.
I'm not crazy or anything. I'm just a simple guy stuck in a complicated world. People say i've changed but they donot realize that i'm still the same and thats its them who have changed. All I want is someone I can trust. Someone I can spend my life with. Someone who loves me.....someone I love. Someone who would stand by my side no matter what happen. Someone who will love me for who i'm and not for what i'm not. I donot want to be alone anymore. Its hurts a lot.
Don't I deserve some happiness too. Why is it that its always me who have to make sacrifices. I've sacrificed a lot and I donot have anything left with myself.....not even my soul. I dont want to the graveyard all alone and no-one weeping for me. I want people to miss me when i'm gone.
Why am I a stanger to myself, I know whats happening to me and what i'm doing is wrong but even then I keep on doing that. I'm not a fool but then why do I act so foolish? I know i'm not good enough and that i've committed so many mistakes
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